Stellar Memories
Do you look up at night-time, gaze fixed upon the Stars of the Dipper constellation?
Does the twinkly starry light draw you in your dreams....
Perhaps you are a star-seed, from the long ago times....
I will tell you a story, as far as I remember it.......
Once upon a time, a long time ago, much much longer than we could ever hope to imagine,
we were lightbeings, who lived on the Stars. Our bodies were long and flimsy, etheric substance of Light. We played and danced on our Stellar home, gay, carefree, without the constraints of linear time and dense earthly matter.
Inside our home was a crystalline matrix, which kept our star bright and light, alive.
In our home all Beings were one family, one family of Starlight and space. Some of our ancestors had come from the Pleiades, but this is not important in our tale, as we are a group from the Dipper Stars, our souls born and created in this Stellar dream.
In the dawn of time......
the star nations had a whim, to come to Earth to experience manifest reality.
The Pleidians came, and the Sirians, and those from Orion too....
yet manifest on Earth, the density here was overwhelming, and all, but a few, in secret tradtions across the globe, forgot our stellar homes..
this tale is that of those who came from the stars known as the Big Dipper, a constellation which has intrigued many, from diverse times and places across our planet, for eons...
in the dreamtime, as we danced and played upon our Star, we heard of the Grand scheme.... to go down to the new planet Earth, surrounding a sun in the distant regions, and manifest there in physical form...
we decided to join the flight...
we determined that one group would leave first, and they would keep in touch with those of us left upon our Star, in the usual way.... by telepahtic communication.....
all was exitement and glory, in these early days. Joined together like wisps of air forming a floating cloud, our first group launched, floating, out of our system and into the swirling space winds....
remember, we were spirit bodies then, light and ephemereal......
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for those left upon our Star,
we waited, calibrating our Star in it's crystal matrix...
we waited, playing in the green garden inside our Stellar home..
we waited, dancing on the edges of our Star in carefree wonder...
as time past we started to wonder, why had our starsisters, our starbrothers, not reported back to us? Why were they not telling us about life in the wonderful new playground?
we decided to send out another group. Most of us who had remained joined in the rescue team. Only a few remained behind, to calibrate our star and to keep its energies flowing.
We left, the second group., to send our spirit-bodies flying down to Earth.
Worry was not part of our vocabulary, nor seperation. We were One. We would find Ourselves again, we would find the lost ones. We had no doubt of this because we knew no concept like worry, nor doubt.. We were Star-beings, spirits of pure light and stardust.
I barely remember my own fall. How many lifetimes would pass on this our planet-home, before i would remember?
And when memory first came, how could i trust it, in the time before the great awakening?
Yet when memory came, , it came with a certaintly like no other....
as star-beings, we would float our spirits around the stars, for fun, for amusement, for joy. we were young and Light in the creation-times of the Universe. We would dance in the space-winds, float like clouds through space and the starry heavens...
I had fallen....and grappled with space-winds, stronger and more fierce than any i'd hitherto encountered, and falling i dropped into Earth's atmosphere.. with the strong pull of gravity my spirit body went thrusting down to the center of Earth, then up again, out, back into the atmosphere....
only to land again, only to land again.... how beautiful this green place.....
but i had no time for sight-seeing, i was on a mission, to find my family.....
some time i spent, wandering, looking, without comprehension, without understanding the denseness of this planet, until, pressured by gravity and the demands of the time, i settled into a body...
in Lemuria. Oh those times of joy and beauty! How precious our planet was then, how gay our lives.
In Lemuria i settled into a body: how light and ethereal compared to the density of the ones we carry now, yet still more solid than i had been used to on the Stars.
Into the flower realms and in the mineral kingdom i floated and played ...
till amongst the last to leave across the seas to Atlantis....
my memories there become harsh and dis-satisfying, so i will let them be.....
back i came to the kingdom of Hua Xia, the country of Flourishing Summer. Such was the grandeur of this chinese dynasty the word Hua came to mean all that is China and Chinese...
back again and returning, so the wheel turned, cylces upon cycles of incarnations, forgetful....
like so many of us incumbent on our planetary home, we forgot our true natures, our Stellar heritage....
and back i came again, like so many came in these turning times, back i came to be with you here now, to be with Gaia as she ascends...
my memory is strong, i remember into the far far distant past, so my rememberings are for you, who have forgotten who you are...
my memories are for you, so you too may remember through your long pasts to who you once were, and are becoming again.....
and if memory should take you on a strange dream.... should you imagine you were on a star, or ARE a STAR. ....
breathe in, trust, and know that finally, ...
finally, YOU ARE COMING HOME.
maybe you are from the dipperstars, maybe the pleidies, or maybe your soul was Earth-borne...
but as you search to find who you are and where you are going upon our beautiful planet-home, in dreams and strange sensations you may discover the beginnings of YOU...
we are Stardust, we are Golden........
.and we've got to get ourselves....
back to the Garden.........